Hello baldy! The deed
has finally been done. As sad as it was
to shave Kaelyn's head, I am actually feeling some relief today that that step
has finally been taken and is over with, and most especially that Kaelyn likes
it!
It was just yesterday when I noticed Kaelyn's hair was
coming out much faster than before. With
every stroke of her hair, tons of strands would come out. She kept getting hair in her mouth, and in her
food, and in her gum. She called that
"hair-gum." It was bothering her so much I finally decided we should
just shave it off if is annoying her and falling out anyway! So, I called a friend to borrow some clippers
and waited, and waited, and waited for Brock to get off work so we could all do
it together (except Isaac. He probably would have tried to eat the hair though,
so that was OK!). In fact, as soon as we
got home and brought the clippers inside Kaelyn said "Let's do it
mom!" Brock eventually got home and
we finally shaved it, all together! I have to say, it was kind of a fun moment.
It was breaking my heart a little, but
the fact that Kaelyn was excited about it, and liked the "tickly"
clippers, certainly helped make it easier.
Before the cut, I wanted Kaelyn to be prepared. I kept asking if she wanted "hair"
like Grandpa Ernie or Grandma Susan, and she said yes. I didn't know if she was quite grasping was
she was agreeing to, so I decided to pull up some pictures of another sweet
fighter of Wilm's, Kaylee. When she saw
Kaylee cute naked head she got so excited for the shave. Thanks Kaylee for your inspiration and comfort
for my daughter! And thanks to Kaylee's
mom for posting those pics.
Very first look in the mirror!
Today was our first day in public without hair atop Kaelyn's head. I was ready for just about anything, stares, looks of pity, and comments. We didn't get too much of that though. There was one boy, probably 8 years old, who came up to Kaelyn and rubbed her head. So, Kaelyn rubbed his head back. He jerked away from her, but went to rub her head again. I said "Hey! If you can rub her head she can rub yours!" Was that to defensive? I said it with a smile on my face, but in all seriousness as well! He said, "What's wrong with her. Was she born that way?" Well, although a lot of babies are born bald, I didn't go into that. I just made it quick and said her medicine made her hair fall out. And that was that! Our first experience with strangers and Kaelyn's new do.
Kaelyn continues to rub her head, Isaac hasn't noticed a
difference, and I am still catching myself forgetting she has a bald head! I know it won't take long to get used to it. And, I'm not gonna lie, I already love it!
All tuckered out from playing in the too hot sun and jumping in the overly muddy sprinkler puddles!
